what if i made the biggest mistake ever? what if i let the perfect guy slip through my fingers like an idiot? yup this may sound a little over the top dramatic... but for reals!!
once upon a time, this really really great guy liked me! pretty much everything i could ask for: super super funny. thought i was funny. really smart. really spiritual. really thoughtful. whoa!
and it freaked me out because i'm going on a mission. and because it felt really real. and he's not who i pictured. and i didn't know how to handle it. so i handled it really poorly... and i just had this thought:
he'll be married when I get back from my mission. and i don't get another shot!
he hasn't really talked to me in a long time. and we hung out the other day and i remembered: he's a really good guy.
dang it.
dumb me.
too late to do anything now.
oh well, my future husband had better be this cool!
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