i know i already blogged about this. but there's no one that i can actually talk to about this one...defs not caitlin lol. but it makes me feel a little better to send it out to the unresponsive universe.
i still like this guy. i can't get over it. i've been trying to for months. and he has no idea. and if he did, it wouldn't matter. because he is definitely over me. there's even a good chance he hates me. but the thing is i am so much happier when we're friends and when i'm around him.
before i leave i wish i had the guts to say to him:
hey i just want you to know i'm suuuper sorry about how everything went down. i'm sorry that i hurt you. and if i could go back, i would definitely do it all differently. i want you to know i think you're the very greatest guy in the world. and i'm an idiot for missing my chance.
but i don't know what i would expect him to say to that....
meeeeeeh. i guess it doesn't really matter if he knows how i feel. i just srsly gotta get over it. stop thinking about him. focus on a mission!!!
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